Time

I remember in the beginning it seemed like these days would never come.  I would never be 16 or at least I had a long time until that day.  We were all just kids living our lives with fun the only thing on our minds.  Everyone was friends and life was at peace.  But as we all know things change and they always will.  Never being a normal person with no close friends I was clueless during most of intermediate school.  It was a changing period of life and eventually I had figured out what was holding me back from being happy and I did everything I could to come out of my shell.  Maybe I hurt some people but I think everyone needed a little bit of a life lesson back then. Besides I was done letting people using me just because I was the nice fat girl.  7th grade I had so much to learn. Yet I made a lot of mistakes it lead me to strong friendships and enemies (no girl enemies thank god).  The only thing that matters is that I had fun learning from myself and being an idiot. 8th grade was a blur and I don't even understand half of the things we did but I never wanted it to end.  No matter how bad the drama was at least we were in the nice house of phoenix.  No one was mean or a b*tch. :)   Now I am going to miss those days because I don't know what or who to except next year.   I can't waste these next 4 years because these are the moments every little kid dreams of.  To be an adult or something close to it. No matter who tries to stop me from enjoying my life I will never give up.  I've wasted so much of my life that I never want to waste anymore.  Soon I will be done with the next four years and have another 4 years to go but that's a lifetime away.  Isn't it?