I'm a f*cking dumb person with stupid thoughts and I should enjoy being a teenager ;)

It seems the older I get the worse everything around me gets.  America.  I thought I should be proud of that word.  But what does it even mean anymore these days. A place of fat, lazy, stupid people.  A place where people are killing themselves by food, tanning, and of course drugs.  I'm not saying the rest of the world doesn't have their own experiences with these problems but everyone seems to just take it out on the USA.  And I'm tried of it.  I'm trying to change but it's hard living in a whole world where everything is trying to make exactly like the next person.   People always say my generation isn't going to live past it's parent's generation and that is supposed to help anyone by telling little kids that.  People with money are just lying to this country and most are helpless to resist yet that in itself is not impossible.  Just super hard. Yet there are the few that try to make America a proud word once again.  Just not enough of those kind of people. I'm full from being fed the lies that every person in this country sees on TV. But money is a power that controls many of us and I'm afraid things are only going to get worse before they get better.   I just really want any one who calls out America's faults to just leave us the f*ck alone because yeah we are all the things you say we are.  We already know what we are.  But some of us are trying to change and it's not our fault we live here.  Too young or too poor to leave a place that is falling apart.  Can one person ever solve the world's problems?  I simply answer you no.  So does that mean we all have to die?