Silence of Laughter

It was a song I had never heard.   But it had always been playing in the background.   Once it  stopped something stopped being so enjoyable.   Once it was gone I feel like I needed to know it's everything.   How could anyone be so careless to never be so curious.   I hear it faintly sometimes but it doesn't seem as loud.   When I heard it I was lost but now that I'm not does it make any sense that its not playing.   It's probably that you come from a time of deep sadness and even the littlest rays of happiness could make a person feel as if they were in another life.  A life where problems were the dreams.   Maybe someday I'll hear you again.  And maybe this time you'll last forever.